I'm feeling better today, but my head still hurts. I seem to get headaches a lot more often than I used to. I wonder why.
Meanwhile, it's dumping rain out and lightning is striking, a couple times less than a mile away. Woo!
People are hard.
The world is hard.
Most everything is scary and I don't feel adequately equipped to handle it.
How do people learn it all?
i don't know what to do when this happens other than wait.
every now and then, all my insecurities and inadequacies and frustrations and lacks of understanding come crashing down at once.
i am now listening to the most painfully beautiful thing i know.
I almost broke into tears because I accidentally opened my friends page in two different tabs.
I don't think this is a good sign.
soon, my lungs will escape from my chest.
i read fugitives and refugees a couple days ago. i think it took a day or three. it was amusing. and i have to say, from reading the book and seeing his picture, i just sorta assumed that palahniuk was gay. today's "revelation" in the willy week didn't really strike me as such. anh.
oh, and hooray for the president's (no, not that president) daughter not dying.
and hooray for canada.
now i take a bath, and think about canada, and soon i'll sleep.
i am not the morning fresh chicken jump up bright squirrel iti nan si run study happy joy. no.
My shower almost made me throw up. Luckily, my stomach was empty. I heaved a teaspoon or two of acid into the toilet.
I don't know if this counts to end my "I haven't thrown up since high school" streak.
What does a hangover feel like?
at least i have an excuse for my handwriting.
yup, that's my handwriting. nope, it ain't getting any better. ever.
i should start asking permission to bring a computer or typewriter to type my tests.